Stuck on a scene that feels like it has no momentum...

Why must I overcome the urge to flee my desk or open up a game or anime window every time I sit down at my computer to write?  Is writing such a terrible thing?  Why are those first minutes of writing so hard?

Revising and rewriting is hard.  T_T  I have to remember what was working before and keep it, only everything else around it has been changed, so I have to change the good stuff too, but find a way to keep the essence the same.  Aaargh.

Need to get to work...Focus!  20 pages in 3 days!

Making sense of a cut and paste mess = revising.

Asakawa's a tough egg to crack.

Oh boy.  Met with advisor this morning, and the pressure's on.  No more slacking off and spending all day watching Star Trek/anime/other things.  But let's worry about the little things first: how to summarize the end of the Sengoku period and the early Tokugawa period in about two lines for my readers who know nothing about J-history.  Hah.